♥ Heart Highlights ♥
“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You too? I thought I was the only one.”

― C.S. Lewis


wanted to send you this.....and ...ummmm.....was so happy to actually chat with you the other night that i cried.....so that is my Hel of having too many feelings, and feeling things so deeply... my own personal Hel on Earth which so many people don't understand, and causes people to not want to spend time with me, and i felt it was happenning again ...and i will never learn the lesson! And even writing this, maybe its too much to say...but you forgive me, and for that i am thankful

O mountain, let me love you like the air
let me be your precious breath

let me love you like the cloud
may its moisture quench your lips


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i wish i could let you see...how much you inspire me
i wish i could let you see how very much i love you

i wish i could tell you when i have woken from a dream
aching to love you...reaching for you and you're not there

i am troubled by my feelings these days -- my feelings for you have gone past an acceptance, to a point of torture which i cannot bear
Rather than embarrass myself..i have chosen to withdraw

It pains me less to not be able to communicate at all, than to cry constantly as i hold back on saying what i really want to say, or do, or be